Drowning in the sound of the crowd

Today, we've got a house full of people over since it's game day.  It's not something I tend to participate in...I've tried in the past, but I just can't wrap my brain around the books and rules and dice rolls and all that.

Everyone is having such a good time...everyone is laughing.  I feel like such the odd man out.  

I feel so alone even though my living room is full of people laughing and carrying on.

It's days like this I wish I was everything everyone else was....I wish I was anyone but me.